The Past

I am in the middle of re-reading all my old blog posts. Posts where I am freaking out because the wedding is 2 months away and then three weeks away. Posts where I don't even mention the wedding that is the ONLY thing I think about anymore. We are now officially ONE WEEK away from THE wedding. We're not even calling our wedding anymore. It's all anybody can talk about here. I'm the first getting married for my parents. First girl for my grandparents.

We went to get our marriage licence today. We loaded up a tiny cart with liquor & mixings. We ordered carpet for the pool area. We booked a DJ at an AWESOME rate. And then we celebrated with Happy Hour.

WE'RE GETTING MARRIED IN A WEEK!

I am feeling anxious. And that is all. I am all done with EVERYTHING. Besides a few projects that should only take a few hours. I want this wedding to come. NOW!

I miss my J Love. SOOO incredibly much. I spent all day with him today and it was NOT enough. I truly look forward to after the hustle & bustle. When we get a whole uninterrupted week of US time.

I'm so lucky to have a man in my life that treats me the way I am treated. A man I could not imagine my life without. A man that I want to spend every living second with. A man I want my kids to call Daddy.

WE'RE GETTING MARRIED IN A WEEK!

I leave you with that. Be excited.